A lot has changed since the last time I wrote a blog...and that wasn't too long ago. First of all, I've been having a great week at work. Charlie and Ave are both in school now and it makes my mornings go by so much faster than before. Only 2 kids until lunch and then they go to sleep and I just have 1 until 3:10....then 4 , but just for a bit. Not so bad. My pay is dropping, which sucks...but that is what's lead to this decision. (Well this, and many other reasons as well)
Matt and I have decided to postpone our wedding until June of 2011. We don't even have a date yet...we should probably get on that. It's nice because now instead of having these next 9 months be crazy and stressful, we just have time to get out of debt...go to school and then focus on the wedding. We are going to start making small payments here and there on the wedding just to make sure we aren't left in this same situation next year. Nothing is changing. Not our florist, photographer, location..anything. I talked to our florist today because we have already sent out the deposit, and they were totally fine with keeping the deposit and using it for our later date. Matt and I feel 100% comfortable with this decision and are feeling a huge weight off our shoulders because of it. Now time to re-focus on our debts...which are almost gone and to get Matt into school. Matt going to school is priority #1. I want to go back in the spring...I hope I can. I'm thinking I'm going to do what I've said since 3rd grade and be a teacher. That will be my back up plan in case I can't or don't like being a stay at home mom 24/7 when we someday have a family together.
Other big news is that my parents are moving. Crazyiness. Just to Erin, but still crazy. I grew up in that house so it's a little sad for me. I won't get to have closure with leaving my "home" but hopefully that will be okay. Maybe the new owners will let me lol...that would be wierd though. I don't know.
Other than that, life's good. I'm meeting Matt's grandma this weekend and hopefully getting to go to the market to start selling everything that I've made. We could use it right now. Our brakes are bad on our car and we need all new tires...yuck. This damn car lol. One thing after another right now.
Tomorrow's Thursday and this week went by fast so that's good. Hoping for another good day with the kids tomorrow. One of my nanny moms told me I was only a B- nanny today because the playroom was a mess...made me feel a bit bad. She had an "lol" in the text...but it still hurt. Hoping I can ignore that and continue being okay with my 2 hours of commuting to work everyday to be a B- nanny...K, I've vented now lol. Feel better. (I'm a DAMN good nanny! who DOES drive 2 hours to be with 4 children simply because she's grown attached to these damn kids lol and also to that particular mom who even though was 1/2 joking, hurt my feelings today). K..i'm really done now. Will probably talk to her tomorrow about that. I feel like if I'm taking care of the kids and they are clean, safe, well rested and fed as well as learning new things and exercising that I'm doing my job perfectly fine. ...PS I'm potty training Isaiah right now, simply because I decided to take on the extra challenge...and....he's had only 2 accidents with me since last week. That's sounds like an A+ nanny to me lol. I'm proud of him : ) Every time he goes potty both of us feel so accomplished, it's awesome!
Ave in kindergarten, Charlie in preschool, Isaiah potty training...it's great watching them make these milestones....but....at the same time, I had to listen to my little sister read me her first story over the phone today. That's not how I ever pictured that one. REALLY proud of you, Cirramani! And you too Cylie for your cross-country meet today and You too Caleb just for being Amazing! Love you!!!!!!!